Ever feel like you've been used?

I woke up today and I guess the sun really makes the morons come out, but it wasn't just a couple of bad experiences, it was early this morning after sleeping, when I didn't feel good. I know everyone has their obstacles but you shouldn't have to have them just on a trip out, I feel used by a lot of people. I have to be frank, I feel used by my parents too. I had to stop crying with the bad feelings I had this morning, knowing that now my sleep was ruined, but what stopped is the simple fact tears won't change a thing in my situation. I want to be able to move forward with this but at the same time I need closure too. Lack of it makes you feel restless and there's nothing you can do when you feel that way.