"I'm sad about this. Most of her appeal was based upon the fact that she was an ordinary looking girl with an incredible talent.
Having watched the new episodes of Glee I am sad to say she has started "believing the hype" has lost about 15 pounds and become the antithesis of why she was so like able in the first place......
Take note Lea.....people like the diamond in the rough, and once you change your image and become a clone of everyone else in Hollywood then we start to lose interest.... myself included!
Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1316294/Glees-Lea-Michele-shakes-geeky-image-semi-naked-photo-shoot.html#ixzz112bvCFdC"
First, I never even noticed how thin she was until I read must be 100 comments each time an article of some sort appears on Lea Michelle. I read them because I happen to like Glee, and I love this girl. I think she has a GREAT voice and I love her passion. I'm glad she says she's a bit like Rachel..it's funny because before her so called anorexia, the critics would take that and turn it into oh Lea the diva.
I liked her because of her talent and I thought she had an expressive, nice face. I don't find her ordinary looking..in fact if she's ordinary looking, then congratulations on your high standards.
Second, in my opinion if Heather Morris looks like this http://images2.fanpop.com/image/photos/9300000/Heather-Morris-Brittany-glee-9318666-401-600.jpg and by the way I don't believe in a perfect body but I will say this picture shows off her fucking fantastic waist and hips, then I think Lea can make the best of herself too. No, I do not think she looked fat before. I loved how she looked before but people do evolve. I thought the sun shines out her ass before and I think the same for now. Also, Heather Morris has bigger boobs and Lea Michelle has small ones. That's how she is built. It doesn't in my opinon make her less feminine, she also has a waist. And it's as pretty and feminine. She has small hips too..which obviously makes her an infertile lost cause!
You just have to look out of your own eyes instead of this crap that every woman should look like Christina Hendricks. Congrats if you do, I adore her milky skin and if you're a breast man, there's lovelines for you there a plenty.
But, cool it with "the perfect body." It should be about the perfect body for YOU.
Third, I doubt Lea Michelle had bought into the hype. She's a vegan and most of the time there's an article, it's a big part of her life so it is mentioned. I think being a vegan has changed her body. Plus she dances for the show and they were doing live concerts. If she is getting too thin, then I'm pretty sure she would be collapsing and she would need to address her weight. I don't think a woman who reads a magazine and sees a voluptuous but wasp waisted woman has any education into what is too thin and what isn't. She in my opinion has just been brainwashed and thinks the only body types in existence are big boobs and small waists or her own body type.
It is bullshit that you can not better yourself and by that I mean in a way that you think is bettering yourself, even if you are doing it to just lose weight or tone up, the idea that you should only do it if you need to..it just means you should stick to being stuck in a box, being a whore for society, not daring to DO something on your grounds.
Thursday, 30 September 2010
Tuesday, 28 September 2010
Work hard. Play hard.
Seriously, if we don't push ourselves, we get lazy and bored. It's nice to have a nice relaxing time and there are extremes in this world, luxury and mints in your drink on the one hand and then wondering if you're going to get beaten up because you looked at someone on the other.
I know why this happened. I've got this mix of sensible and needing to push myself when it comes to work and family. Right now, I couldn't imagine one day where I sat at home doing nothing. Almost as if I should be making every minute count. My, my, I thought carpe diem was only reserved for "Neil Perry" types and I was always more of a "Todd Anderson."
On the one hand in my life I have eroticism, it's pretty intense, deep, and it's kinky eroticism and on the other hand, I am breaking away from looking up every single bdsm book and movie. I watched Juno this movie with Ellen Page the other day, I've seen it before, the character's a little annoying but ultimately that inner strength is something I have always admired long before anything. Today, I'm just listening to The Doors, probably becoming a new fan, watching Junebug (how to describe it? Interaction-y, a little awkward, weird, still, I love it) and reading The Great Transformation by Karen Armstrong. A book passed onto me by my Sir.
Tomorrow, I will be visiting my grandma. I just decided that today.
Although I have a job lined up, I have also decided to fill in more applications for just about anything which I can practically apply for. I'm not going to stand on a mountain as a hello welcome people greeter as I'd fall off and puke on the people, carpe diem or no, nothing about that job appeals to me aside from being so out in the air but I am going to go a little further than a local library.
Why? Because I should push myself.
I know why this happened. I've got this mix of sensible and needing to push myself when it comes to work and family. Right now, I couldn't imagine one day where I sat at home doing nothing. Almost as if I should be making every minute count. My, my, I thought carpe diem was only reserved for "Neil Perry" types and I was always more of a "Todd Anderson."
On the one hand in my life I have eroticism, it's pretty intense, deep, and it's kinky eroticism and on the other hand, I am breaking away from looking up every single bdsm book and movie. I watched Juno this movie with Ellen Page the other day, I've seen it before, the character's a little annoying but ultimately that inner strength is something I have always admired long before anything. Today, I'm just listening to The Doors, probably becoming a new fan, watching Junebug (how to describe it? Interaction-y, a little awkward, weird, still, I love it) and reading The Great Transformation by Karen Armstrong. A book passed onto me by my Sir.
Tomorrow, I will be visiting my grandma. I just decided that today.
Although I have a job lined up, I have also decided to fill in more applications for just about anything which I can practically apply for. I'm not going to stand on a mountain as a hello welcome people greeter as I'd fall off and puke on the people, carpe diem or no, nothing about that job appeals to me aside from being so out in the air but I am going to go a little further than a local library.
Why? Because I should push myself.
Thursday, 23 September 2010
Leap Year. A scathing review!
I was just pissed off with this movie. I've been wanting to see it for some time, I liked the trailer, I thought Matthew Goode's character the lead Oirish male was funny and Amy Adams character annoying as hell. I invested an hour of my time watching mediocre at best crap. I've seen this movie before, I've seen it in other movies and even Laws of Attraction (yes the not much known Pierce Brosnan Julianne Moore shit) and I never thought I'd be thinking do you know Monster in Law was actually alright.
I liked the two leads performance, I have really liked Amy Adams since Junebug, yeah I'm a movie swat I have no shame I will name drop like a pretentious bee and Matthew Goode has an easy but classy quality I like, like a fine wine.
WHICH MOTHER FUCKER WROTE THE SCRIPT FOR LEAP YEAR?! I loved the premise of the movie. Losing control, what are your NEEDS in life? Adams's character wants to make the most of herself. She flies to Ireland to propose to her one dimensional boyfriend. She spends three quarters of the movie trying to get to him. And Goode's character is helping her. And falling in love with her. Well we could tell from the trailer, but I wanted to see their journey. I was also interested in his past too. I'm making it sound deep and human but any things of romance, love, CHARGE, was let down by the script which was DIRE and STUPID series of events like that pub brawl when he 's rescuing her (God just leave it at the rescue, that was quite gorgeous).
One thing I can say about the movie is the kiss in the middle of the movie was alright. But again, that's the two leads.I could literally imagine him being soft and firm with her at that moment and clearly actors who knows their screen kisses can convey that without making silly noises.
The Irish land is of course gorgeous and the movie portrays Irish people as peasants. Let's not beat around the bush.
Arnand Tucker directed this and he did Shopgirl, Hilary and Jackie and When Did You Last See Your Father. Movies that have soul.
I'm going to have to leave it at this and not put a picture up for this movie because it does not deserve one in my opinion. One bloody star because I liked it in the movie when he called her idea "poo." Alright one extra star for her shoes.
I liked the two leads performance, I have really liked Amy Adams since Junebug, yeah I'm a movie swat I have no shame I will name drop like a pretentious bee and Matthew Goode has an easy but classy quality I like, like a fine wine.
WHICH MOTHER FUCKER WROTE THE SCRIPT FOR LEAP YEAR?! I loved the premise of the movie. Losing control, what are your NEEDS in life? Adams's character wants to make the most of herself. She flies to Ireland to propose to her one dimensional boyfriend. She spends three quarters of the movie trying to get to him. And Goode's character is helping her. And falling in love with her. Well we could tell from the trailer, but I wanted to see their journey. I was also interested in his past too. I'm making it sound deep and human but any things of romance, love, CHARGE, was let down by the script which was DIRE and STUPID series of events like that pub brawl when he 's rescuing her (God just leave it at the rescue, that was quite gorgeous).
One thing I can say about the movie is the kiss in the middle of the movie was alright. But again, that's the two leads.I could literally imagine him being soft and firm with her at that moment and clearly actors who knows their screen kisses can convey that without making silly noises.
The Irish land is of course gorgeous and the movie portrays Irish people as peasants. Let's not beat around the bush.
Arnand Tucker directed this and he did Shopgirl, Hilary and Jackie and When Did You Last See Your Father. Movies that have soul.
I'm going to have to leave it at this and not put a picture up for this movie because it does not deserve one in my opinion. One bloody star because I liked it in the movie when he called her idea "poo." Alright one extra star for her shoes.
Body talk.
Sorry for the lame title.
I started changing my diet a week ago. I'm not overweight, I'm not underweight either and weight is something I have to watch mainly due to the fact that I have a minor condition since very early childhood which means any pressure on my heart is more fatal to me than to someone who does not have my condition. But, I love watching what I eat. Even when I get tempted. A warm, gooey pizza. *swoon* If I'm eating out with people that's probably what I will have, but instead if having the diet coke and pizza, I will take one with a salad option which means less pizza and I'll get olives and water. I know this is sickening but I see no problem in being a goody two shoes who wants to be in the best health she can be. I want my body to be controlled, like a machine, to be able to do things, to push it. For me having a fun life, is doing what you want and doing what you want is exploring your abilities. There are all sorts of people who fancy themselves as psychiatrists especially on the internet and I couldn't care less if I have self worth issues or esteem issues or my mum is actually my dad issues. If I have to prove myself to myself, so be it.
This is the life I want. And I believe in living the life you want and live and let live. If someone wants to have two pizzas, two colas and fries whilst I savour the taste of each lettuce leaf, then I am happy to be in their company. There are too many cliches and yes some rules are true but each indvidual has so many things going on in their body. I'm lucky, my body has the ability to bounce back from anything, a bruise, too much bread, I can lose weight easily and I control my stomach weight which is a mother fucker to control. But the person sitting next t me, bigger, smaller, may not be able to . And in turn, I'm not that flexible. I knew a girl who was bigger than me and she could do amazing cartwheels. I'd cry my bones and muscles out if I ever did one. So it's all about how you use your body. Don't let anyone tell you what your body can and can't do. I'm not saying that I expect anyone who is severely overweight or underweight to leap over me and land on their boobs without hurting them, I know the basics of the human body but I'm not one of those people who can't see past the basics.
There is pleasure to be gained by using your body. I never thought there would be. I'm all about the reading, writing, the mind (dur) and even when i was young I used to admire athletes and tennis players, and I was a plump beautiful little child, so I could admire them and play tennis till sunset, but I never looked at them to change my weight. Until I changed my whole lifestyle, went out for two hour walks, did the chores the same every day, started "belly" "dancing" (quote marks nec when you really aren't belly dancing so much as er, flailing/isolating certain limbs) AND replaced bread and potatoes with more fruit and evil carrots, cut out desserts, until I actually changed my lifestyle fully, I had shit metabolism and I was always solid looking. Now I'm not and it amazes me that I did something and it worked. It gave me hope and it gave two fingers to the nay sayers and there are plenty of those around.
I started changing my diet a week ago. I'm not overweight, I'm not underweight either and weight is something I have to watch mainly due to the fact that I have a minor condition since very early childhood which means any pressure on my heart is more fatal to me than to someone who does not have my condition. But, I love watching what I eat. Even when I get tempted. A warm, gooey pizza. *swoon* If I'm eating out with people that's probably what I will have, but instead if having the diet coke and pizza, I will take one with a salad option which means less pizza and I'll get olives and water. I know this is sickening but I see no problem in being a goody two shoes who wants to be in the best health she can be. I want my body to be controlled, like a machine, to be able to do things, to push it. For me having a fun life, is doing what you want and doing what you want is exploring your abilities. There are all sorts of people who fancy themselves as psychiatrists especially on the internet and I couldn't care less if I have self worth issues or esteem issues or my mum is actually my dad issues. If I have to prove myself to myself, so be it.
This is the life I want. And I believe in living the life you want and live and let live. If someone wants to have two pizzas, two colas and fries whilst I savour the taste of each lettuce leaf, then I am happy to be in their company. There are too many cliches and yes some rules are true but each indvidual has so many things going on in their body. I'm lucky, my body has the ability to bounce back from anything, a bruise, too much bread, I can lose weight easily and I control my stomach weight which is a mother fucker to control. But the person sitting next t me, bigger, smaller, may not be able to . And in turn, I'm not that flexible. I knew a girl who was bigger than me and she could do amazing cartwheels. I'd cry my bones and muscles out if I ever did one. So it's all about how you use your body. Don't let anyone tell you what your body can and can't do. I'm not saying that I expect anyone who is severely overweight or underweight to leap over me and land on their boobs without hurting them, I know the basics of the human body but I'm not one of those people who can't see past the basics.
There is pleasure to be gained by using your body. I never thought there would be. I'm all about the reading, writing, the mind (dur) and even when i was young I used to admire athletes and tennis players, and I was a plump beautiful little child, so I could admire them and play tennis till sunset, but I never looked at them to change my weight. Until I changed my whole lifestyle, went out for two hour walks, did the chores the same every day, started "belly" "dancing" (quote marks nec when you really aren't belly dancing so much as er, flailing/isolating certain limbs) AND replaced bread and potatoes with more fruit and evil carrots, cut out desserts, until I actually changed my lifestyle fully, I had shit metabolism and I was always solid looking. Now I'm not and it amazes me that I did something and it worked. It gave me hope and it gave two fingers to the nay sayers and there are plenty of those around.
Wednesday, 22 September 2010
Thought this was quite fun and important too.
15 books I would go back to in an instant.
None of the books below are fillers including my erotica ebooks, they are as valued as the more classic novels. I respect a lot of authors and that includes the late Dickens, Hardy, Austen, Plath, playwright Shakespeare but I am into the books below more these days.
1. Story of O by Pauline Reage
2.Into The Wild by Jon Krakeur
3.Secretary, a short story from Bad Behaviour by Mary Gaitskill
4.Catcher In The Rye by Holden Caulfield (I actually meant JD Salinger)
5.To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
6.Comfort Food by Kitty Thomas
7.Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
8.On The Road by Jack Kerouac
9.Marie Antoinette A Journey by Antonia Fraser
10.Girl With A Pearl Earring by Tracy Chevalier
11.As She's Told by Anneke Jacob
12.Sweet Caroline by Lissa Matthews
13. Do As I Say by Penn Halligan
14. Stripped Bare by Lena Matthews
15 The Hottest State by Ethan Hawke
16. Though I wouldn't put this one last, I'd HAVE to add At Her Captain's Command. It was this short erotic story I read which was actually explosive to me. I re read that one so many times I lost count.
None of the books below are fillers including my erotica ebooks, they are as valued as the more classic novels. I respect a lot of authors and that includes the late Dickens, Hardy, Austen, Plath, playwright Shakespeare but I am into the books below more these days.
1. Story of O by Pauline Reage
2.Into The Wild by Jon Krakeur
3.Secretary, a short story from Bad Behaviour by Mary Gaitskill
4.Catcher In The Rye by Holden Caulfield (I actually meant JD Salinger)
5.To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
6.Comfort Food by Kitty Thomas
7.Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
8.On The Road by Jack Kerouac
9.Marie Antoinette A Journey by Antonia Fraser
10.Girl With A Pearl Earring by Tracy Chevalier
11.As She's Told by Anneke Jacob
12.Sweet Caroline by Lissa Matthews
13. Do As I Say by Penn Halligan
14. Stripped Bare by Lena Matthews
15 The Hottest State by Ethan Hawke
16. Though I wouldn't put this one last, I'd HAVE to add At Her Captain's Command. It was this short erotic story I read which was actually explosive to me. I re read that one so many times I lost count.
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
Well hello.
I haven't written on here for some time. There are times when I want to put finger to keyboard and just go crazy. I mean shoot off, fingers pressing the wrong keys because you just can't stop for a second, what's on mind has to go out here. I don't have a problem with that but I do have a problem with what is on my mind.
I'm stronger than the behaviour of some people. That's what a lot of my previous posts were about; people, how they affected me. I have tried with them and in the past month, due to a big, brilliant, ongoing experience in my life, I know I am my own woman when it comes to the outside world, by that I mean my heart, brain, it's not theirs.
So what I give out to them, I should be careful of, I should choose, I should see who is listening and ignore the rest. There are times when you ask why? What? You can't always reach out. I have no desire to be friends with everyone and whilst I am shy, I do not tip toe around, I have something to say and I say it. The difference is saying it FIRMLY. That can be done in such a way that it doesn't upset you and you don't think it has upset them. Some people will say they are upset, they aren't always but they'll say they are.
I learnt that I need to take a breath, remember who I am, not to lose myself.
I'm not acting or acting out and I won't. There are people I have niggles with and I will confront them sooner or later rather than writing about them on here. I think it's now best for me to try that route. Not that I haven't had confrontation before, but I think it takes practice to become better equipped at it. It doesn't mean war, fighting, it means peace, diplomatic questions and answers. I never expected any closure, clarity, anything to be resolved but I did get emotional before. For other people's behaviour, I asked what's wrong with ME? Well, guess what, whatever is "wrong" with me, is part of my humanity.
Peace. To just be civil as much as you can as well as firm whilst you are living.
I'm stronger than the behaviour of some people. That's what a lot of my previous posts were about; people, how they affected me. I have tried with them and in the past month, due to a big, brilliant, ongoing experience in my life, I know I am my own woman when it comes to the outside world, by that I mean my heart, brain, it's not theirs.
So what I give out to them, I should be careful of, I should choose, I should see who is listening and ignore the rest. There are times when you ask why? What? You can't always reach out. I have no desire to be friends with everyone and whilst I am shy, I do not tip toe around, I have something to say and I say it. The difference is saying it FIRMLY. That can be done in such a way that it doesn't upset you and you don't think it has upset them. Some people will say they are upset, they aren't always but they'll say they are.
I learnt that I need to take a breath, remember who I am, not to lose myself.
I'm not acting or acting out and I won't. There are people I have niggles with and I will confront them sooner or later rather than writing about them on here. I think it's now best for me to try that route. Not that I haven't had confrontation before, but I think it takes practice to become better equipped at it. It doesn't mean war, fighting, it means peace, diplomatic questions and answers. I never expected any closure, clarity, anything to be resolved but I did get emotional before. For other people's behaviour, I asked what's wrong with ME? Well, guess what, whatever is "wrong" with me, is part of my humanity.
Peace. To just be civil as much as you can as well as firm whilst you are living.
Monday, 6 September 2010
Hey there. I have an update on my Jack Kerouac project.
The intentions behind the documentary are to illustrate Kerouac's origins and how it affected his mature lit like On The Road of which there is a movie adaptation in production. Francis Ford Coppolla is producing the movie which stars Kristen Stewart, Sam Riley, Garrett Hedlund and Viggo Mortensen. It would be interesting to see how they interpret one of Jack Kerouac's masterpieces and in making our documentary it would give audiences the chance to also know the man behind all this.
http://www.indiegogo.com/Home-Ill-Never-Be-Jack-Kerouac-and-Lowell
http://www.indiegogo.com/Home-Ill-Never-Be-Jack-Kerouac-and-Lowell
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